I've slipped the noose...

In the time since my last post and now, I've done something incredible:

I've become truly free.

My choices, both the legs crossed, polite, and tucked in choices, and ( my fondest memories ) the spread legged, obscenity howling, spit flying, hanging out all over choices, seem to have allowed me to 'slip the noose'.  I am "quite pleased", to use a typical canadian term to describe testicle grabbing, peeing on the cat joy, that this has happened. 

I'm out. 

I'm done.

I win.

I could live anywhere, under any system.  I've somehow solved the mental "trick" that allows one to make this happen. 

I win. 

The only things left to do in life now are:

1. Learn how to promulgate this knowledge, to proliferate it, to disseminate it widely, much like the children of Kemp.
2. Decide on my preferences, like where am i going to be  "Freeman Beckford".  Snow/Sand, Light/Darkness, Filthy/Clean , ad nauseam,  and not necessarily in handy dichotomies either. 
   Manichaeism  is  a doctrine which has quite adequately  exposed the  crabs on its pudenda.
3. Serve up my success.   I've said in the past, privately, that my success will be akin to a rich banquet.  I'll invite  everyone I know.  Some people will enjoy the meal, while it will choke and poison others.  However, everyone is going to eat.
4. Settle some old scores.   Living well is the best revenge, baby.  I can, however, make do with less attractive options.
5. Learn as many languages as i can. 
   
6. This goes last, but really it is the most important.  I would like to find the new "Land of the Free".
   

Still, I am feeling great.  Note however, that I did not say "Perfection" or a "beautiful life", or "a good life".  It's just my life.